For last so many years I had been thinking that FRIENDSHIP is the most precious thing I have in my life. I don't say I was wrong but this truth took less than a second to convert itself to wrong. I never expected any return in friendship, nor I expect now on-wards. I always had a pleasant time whenever I used to be with my friends. I laughed, smiled, cut jokes, used pranks, drove, drunk, danced and dealt with so many things together. But now it all faded away in a glance. I don't blame everyone for this but there is always a person who changes your whole perception about anything.
I don't know how to react at this stage. I am totally out of my mind; a blackness has surrounded me, because I never imagined of this kind of act from a friend whom I always thought to be together with. Its simply a mistake of mine; trusting in friendship. I am really ashamed of myself to thought friendship as the strongest bond. Thanks for making my perception wrong dude.
It could had been a nightmare but I am alive. I should say I have woken up after a long nightmare on this day. I will remember this date. I had a world created by myself, but Alas! I am destroying it today. I was wrong to dream of it with the people I admired and loved. Thank you for breaking a wonderful dream or say a worst nightmare. I just want to let you know that I too have the anger limits. But I may not have reacted the way you did. "May" is not suitable; I should rather say I "will" never react the way you reacted.
Fuck this hypocrites friendship!!! Fuck this bullshit!!! Fuck Friendship... I am really hating this bullshit this night! I have known the differences. There are some fucking people who put a tag of friend but in reality they never feel it by heart!!!
I don't know how to react at this stage. I am totally out of my mind; a blackness has surrounded me, because I never imagined of this kind of act from a friend whom I always thought to be together with. Its simply a mistake of mine; trusting in friendship. I am really ashamed of myself to thought friendship as the strongest bond. Thanks for making my perception wrong dude.
It could had been a nightmare but I am alive. I should say I have woken up after a long nightmare on this day. I will remember this date. I had a world created by myself, but Alas! I am destroying it today. I was wrong to dream of it with the people I admired and loved. Thank you for breaking a wonderful dream or say a worst nightmare. I just want to let you know that I too have the anger limits. But I may not have reacted the way you did. "May" is not suitable; I should rather say I "will" never react the way you reacted.
Fuck this hypocrites friendship!!! Fuck this bullshit!!! Fuck Friendship... I am really hating this bullshit this night! I have known the differences. There are some fucking people who put a tag of friend but in reality they never feel it by heart!!!
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